sigh

It has been a while since I blog. A decision I have made in my life has
cuased my life topsy turvy.
I will not be in this mess then. Financially I am drained out. Physicall
I am tired. Mentally and emotionally drained.
I have never been in such a dire state.

But the decision I have made has passed. I believed I made the right
decision. Either way I will have suffered but life will be better now.
I have never been worried. So worried so far. I cant confide in my
friends as too many things are happening at my end,

Too many changes in me... I don't think anyone can share the burden with
me...
It will just be me... Me alone sharing the burden...

Walking down the dark alley lane as I stab myself in pain