JUNE 26 2007

Was @ Pan Pacific earlier on. Went out 4 drinks today.

I was like... Ur life is so much better than me and yet you are complaining about it. It is so unfair. I wanna study. No scholarship 4 me. Werkz sucks big time 4 me @ CS. For the amt of pay, i get @ CS, it is not really not enuf.

I wanna quit. Cuz I really find it difficult coping wif werkz n studies mainly currently. My commitments to TC, Musical n DB, i really now considering. Am i up to the challenge or I juz cant make it? I hate to disappoint the pp ard me.

If only, there is many RAMAN ard, THEN I can be at all the places tat i am suppossed to be nad have fun.

I can werkz and play as hard.

I wonder how. I wonder what will happen 2 my stats

Can i give up on my paper or do i juz give up

I cant do tat. I jus spend too much time,energy, effort and money in all tis

I can never give up

even if i give up, i wont. MY conscience will never let me give up.

The pp ard me are my strength n my powers

I am talking crap...

Durghh

2007 June 24, Sunday

Walking Down Memory Lanes



Our Virgin Chefs @ the Musical. I have never seen such detailed process taken in preparing Hard boiled eggs. Accolades to all who have assisted in the preparation of dinner.



The final pdt of our specially prepared dinner for all



"School of rock" Rocks... my group. Good job guys

You can never imagine this scenery... It looks cool man. Singing so nicely that Singapore decides to snow =)













High liao.. these 2 pp super high.... Singing is like their
passion....
A way 4 them 2 be themselves...




















My bro, Saint, not his real name though .... Haha
Taught me a lot of stuffs while I was with SGX.
Though, father of 2, he still thinks he is young.. Dugh






my cuz and her child hood frenz.. All like family now.. She is awardern though.. though looks friendly.













TRAMPOLINE CLUB
One big happy Family
Together we all make a difference









Ending the journey with a nice dozing off..
Sweet dreams.. NO matter how tough life is.
When the tough gets going, the going gets tougher.
Lets all werkz together to make this
a better life and all possible.

2007 June 23, Saturday

Haha... A lot of pp were shocked to see me at TC today! Their expressions were like "aren't u supposed to be at the musical practice today?"

I was like diao...

For TC, we went TREKKING today and I sure did have lots of fun. Especially with my group. So hyper active n cheerful.

I msg Yuan Juan yesterday and spoke to her today. I was assuring her that we will try our outmost best to arrange the musical practice sessions in such a way that TC will not be clashed. Cuz, we do noe that at least 4 TC Vols are involved in the musical and we have commitments and its ot nice to break our commitments w/o filling in people.

I had fun today. And today, I saw a side of Sitik which I never saw before. I have never seen Sitik behaving in such a way before. I was touched to see to know how much he loves his bro and take such good care of him. Though, they joked and play rough with each other, on our way to lunch today, when Kusala was feeling tired, he actually piggy back his bro. I was like.... I had never seen such a pic before. I always tot that this kind of things happen only in the movies and never real life. Over lunch, I was admiring Sitik for once.. He really appreciate brotherly love and family ties which is something I never had. The closest brother I had was by Bros. Edward & Saint are the ones who have been guiding me and showing me the path and always advising me on issues. But one topic, i will never share with them. ie Girls,

You may wonder why? Cuz it is an area that they are good at. And they hate to see me, their little bro, to face this kinda of problem. Thus, when it comes to girls, I will juz mum my mouth and keep shut and dun share wif them lest I get a tongue lashing from them. Of all things, i fear most from them is their tongue lashing. It is as vicious as poison. U can never imagine their words of wisdom's... It can kill u man.. Damm vicious

aNYWAY, i guess in terms of the extrinsic aspects of my life now, I am slowly picking up the pieces. Hopefully, it be okie soon.

Cuz, my life is now in a mess especially since I joined CS.

I am considering tendering. I will made my decision in July after my exams.

buT THE THING IS, can i survive if i tender without a job that matches my current pay esp since my parenst have retired?

Life is tough man

MUSICAL IN PROGRESS

Hooray.. We finally had our first meeting for the musical. We have updated the cast of the progress so far. N we hope to have excite these pp with all the line up of events tat we have in stored

Quite ambitious i dare say for our team

Short performance in JULY for the Vols Connection

A performance for our potential sponsor in SEPT for LTA

X'mas Light up @ ORCHARD - Performing for the President in public

So cool. This gonna boost the confidence of our youths.

And in June 2008, our finale...

The main production

With Wei Jie out of the picture in sept due to studies, I do hope we will pull it through.

Cheers n hooray for the team that is werking hard. N Wei Jie, Jia you in ur studies

Musical Camp _UNKNOWN

Wow.. Been a long time since i last blog.

Finally, I can take a breather this weekend n have my desserts of stressed again from tml all the way to end July.

Last weekend, I was involved in a camp.. A camp for the youths involved in the musical. I dun noe wat is my role in the musical but 1 thing i noe, when it comes to obstacles in the musical, I am there to clear the obstacles n move on. The werkzflow tat we do in the musical is diff from all my other projects but one thing i noe. I am njoyning it cuz i am werking wif various pp n oso youths

IT WAS A challenge werking wif pp of different age n the best thing i nkoy most in the camp was at nite. Jia ming like to play dao pok n yet he was the one tat was dao pok most during the camp... remember in an hr at nite while playing cards, he was dao pok like at least 20 times

All tired out in the camp, while the campers r sleeping, "mad Woman", jia ming, jean, ailing n me were discussing of the days activities tat passed n oso the activites for the cuming day. by the time, we end discussion, it was like 4 plus in the morning.. n we all had to beawake by 7 am n prepare for the morning activities

I learnt other things during the camp oso. it was more of confronting my fears.... As i say, my fears were loneliness n relationships.

Due to this 2 fears, i am yet to overcum my fears of falling in love n involving in a relationships

haha.. anyway, jean tried talking to me abt tis issue on day 2 b4 the performance. But I guess, i was still uncomfortable taliking abt it and avoided it anyway possible.

haha, i noe i run away from problems esp concerning tis..

Anyway, it was also a test for me.

One thing, i am glad is tat CG n the rest of us r back to normal. We are all vols of TC... We cant survive w/o each other..... So are the kids.. They look up to us as their role models n sumone they can be comfortable wif when outside.

MUz really thank all the pp involved in the camp for making it a successful one. No one will ever imagine tat even on the eleventh hour of the eve of the camp day, we are still sorting out some camp stuffs. N i onli packed my bags for the camp like 1 hour before we report.

The hidden spies, though they have no idea of what is gonna happen during, the camp<>

The next 6 mths gonna be hectic 4 me

MY exams in july n nov

Dec my final year n the start of my FYP in Accounting

Musical performances in JULY, Sept, n perhaps dec n the garnd finale in JUne 2008

The skeleton of the musical is out oredi.. n we hope to have the contents n materials by early aug

I really wanna see tis muscial thru cuz I dun wanna disappoint the aspirations of the youths who have werkz so hard 2 cum tis far.

As the tough gets going, the going gets tough. Hope all of us werkz togethere as a team

1ST BLOG

Hi...
So cool. First entry of the blog here.
Well, I must try to update this blog frequent.
Well, compared to my other blog, this gonna be different.

You know, 2007 has been a very challenging year for me. Though, we are now in the mid year, I at times do wish that we are in early 2008.

Nobody knows that, I start my year 2007 on a wrong foot note. Since, Jan 1, things have been rough n getting rougher for me. I only wish that GOD will give me the strength n perseverance for me to continue my life pursuits.